layed off!

Whether I was layed off or fired, maybe not the same thing but same consequences. Except being fired, as I was, puts a bigger load on my shoulders. Its my fault. And I have to face the fact that my pride came before my children, and that just wont do. I have asked for forgiveness, but in my mind, for no amount money should I put up with abuse, imitimidation, or anything along those lines, in the work place. So my guilt wont go that deap, as I was being mistreated. So that said, we are so broke!!! Omg, here we are again. Everything we own is lost to the pawnshop. Food stamps were reduced because of my job, now We have to wait a month to get them back up. What do we do in the mean time. And where are the "emergency foodstamps" I hear so much about. GOOD NEWS! My husband landed a job, he starts on Tuesday! Question, where will the gas money come from? How will we pay for his perscriptions until his first check. He takes 5 perscriptions everyday, if he doesnt have them he will die point blank , end of story. I cant pawn this laptop , cuz its messed up and no one will take it. I cant get a title loan on my car, cuz I cant find my title. I pray and have faith we will make it. Please pray for us!! we are the Americans that need help! Sincerely, broke like a joke